It’s being a while.
We recently rented the flat in Madrid and returned to Tenerife. The last few weeks in Madrid were especially chaotic and stressful. When we didn’t have 4 shoots on the same day, we had a full day workshop, had to edit 3 scenes, or clean the house thoroughly.
I’m a person who gets saturated easily. And at a certain level, I either hyperfocus or I break down. Emotionally that takes its toll on me. I invest so much attention in getting everything right that I don’t pay attention to what’s going on around me. Or the other way around.
When I got here, my mind was still up there even though my strength is non-existent. And that has caused me to completely collapse. Little by little I am recovering and getting back to normal. Adapting to the new routine. Getting as much work off my plate as possible so I can do what I really like: jump into a natural pool and write verses from the rocks.
On the other hand, it hasn’t all been bad. I got my first dose of Pfizer, almost by chance. And I’ll be fully vaccinated by the end of the month. And I’ve started my practical driving lessons, something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time. And I have a partner that even though sometimes our emotions betray us, we love each other and have a strong commitment to always stand for each other.
I also released this week a new Shibari scene with Sara Fyah which is very fun. If you take a look at it here it would make me very happy: Secretly perverted girlfriend
I’ll be back to myself, I promise.